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Waves of Love

The winds are whispering secret words
While we are diving in waters
That are colored with one thousand rainbows

Waves of Love are taking us to a sky that is pure and clear
While the moon full of light illuminates the clouds

Ancient faces are bringing us back to many ancient lives

Beyond all times and spaces

A whisper
A glance

Another whisper
Another glance

First we are lost in those waters

After we find each other on those skies

Illuminated from a moon full of light

Beyond waters and skies
Beyond times and spaces

More whispers
More glances

Waves of Love

A Moment

That is eternal and sacred

Annalisa Grova

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Emotions ‘buried alive’.

1222015From the Notebook: January 9, 2015, New York.

It is January 9 and  I am still here in America.

The moon is high in the sky and the sun has not yet risen. Among the bare winter trees I can hear the wind talking … I see the snow making all roofs white and I hear cars in the distance …

Life goes on.

There is a feeling of being in a dream … in front of everything that is happening … in this moment that looks surreal.

Did it ever happen to you to receive some news, on a day that you thought would be like any other, and instead those news have changed you completely? You received such a shock that life suddenly acquires a completely different meaning.

It was December 29, Monday morning, and I was in my friend’s car, both were going to a meeting. Between one word and another I get a message. Our friend, Anna, is at the emergency room, hospitalized for a stabbing pain on her back.

That morning I got up imagining how the day would go and now I find myself in the car and the direction that the day is taking is completely different from what I had imagined!

In less than half hour, four of my friends and myself, instead of being at the meeting are at the hospital, looking into each other eyes and wondering about the meaning of that severe back pain. In our minds we think that soon, in the same day, Anna will be back home.

Again the imagination had failed!

One doctor after another, exams, questions … Anna comes in and out of that room, above a trundle-bed, after each examination, increasingly worried about the pain and what is going on. Each time the incredulous gaze of her eyes is meeting with ours. Anna is not understanding what is happening the same as each one of us. Our common aim from the beginning is to help, to support and ‘relieve’ her pain with our ‘smiling’ presence, until she has the first injection of morphine.

A few hours pass and the door opens for the umpteenth time. A doctor comes in and her mouth starts speaking words that one after the other are forming an unexpected news … unsettling for Anna and all of us. Tumor masses were detected at different levels including the spine. 

We are silent. Anna starts talking with tears in her eyes, almost not believing the words that she had heard. We are around her, each of us in a state of presence, trying to find harmony between the thousand thoughts that are invading the sky like wings of fear. It is the first fight that see myself having faith and accepting what it is. Personally I start living many difficult and yet special moments. I know how important it is to stay present and maintain a positive attitude, not allowing my mind to bath into the shores of negative imagination about the future. That is my goal: to support my friend, reminding her and especially reminding myself, to live constantly in the present moment, to live the moments one after another, believing in the miracle and hoping that the miracle that I am praying for corresponds to the divine will.

In the afternoon I pass several hours alone with Anna, from a corridor to another of that big hospital in New York, waiting for the clearing of a room in the oncology department. We talk about many things, especially trying to understand the connection between the masses, quite important, at the level of the spine and the emotions buried in them!

A first obvious emotion that comes out is that Anna for many years had felt unsupported by the family and had suffered intensely for this. Now that spine that was supporting the body was suffering and was screaming in pain.

In the hallway of the hospital that afternoon, I speak to Anna … both of us trying to understand the evolution of the disease. “The spine is the support of the body and you didn’t feel supported. In time, the pain rooted creating embedded parts which are now old and rotten and must be eradicated. Your arms right now cannot move freely because the pain and they cannot embrace what life is offering. You are blocked. There is insecurity and doubts about what it will be. Opportunities are constantly coming and are telling us to forgive and create new relationships with ourselves and others. The child that exists in us needs Love. It’s time to heal from all that is related to the past, cutting the cords of energy and becoming free. We have to become complete through the Light and Love that come directly from the source and that want to shine freely through all the cells of the body. There is a whisper of sacred words in the air that reaches the cells … there is the hope that they can regenerate to a new life. “

In the past few years, how many times I have personally realized that emotions ‘buried alive’ may resurface at some point, screaming for help to be freed and ‘enlightened’ !!!

How many times the body silently screams in pain, until, if it is not heard in time, generates disease.

Oh, if only we could hear and listen and constantly let go …!

Annalisa Grova

Presence

Presence is the Perfect Antidote, the pill that cures all diseases.

It is the Way to Freedom from all cages.

It is the Now where I become Free from past and future.

It is the Beat of the Heart  where there is  no fear, only Love.

It is the Touch of the Soul where I can reach the Sun, the Sea, the Wind and the Grain of Sand.

It is the Breath of the Spirit where I become One with Them.

It is the Moment where Everything Is and I Am.

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Each Moment


Each moment of life is a gift given to us. 

Often we take it for granted instead than being consciously grateful for it. 

The days or years that we live are gifts and opportunities for us

to expand in the outer world, becoming Real. 

Do we really know with certainty, at the sunrise of each day,

that we will be able to see the sunset of that same day? 

A moment comes after another and yet we do not know about the next.

Almost every day we start the day thinking that we know already what it is going to be, we imagine it. 

We often live the moment thinking about the future or the past .

In this way life is just slipping away under our thoughts and mechanical actions.

It is important to find the way  for living a real life and being consciously grateful for it.

There are moments in life that come with shocks and suddenly there is a deepening in what is Real, everything like a miracle is sought under a different light and a different scale.

Shocks can create a rumbling vibration and the whole valley of life starts quaking.

If we are embracing them with consciousness, shocks come as gifts and opportunities to transform what is old and rotten, to eradicate the old roots and plaint new seeds. 

In our inner gardens there are seasons and the aim is to create a Garden of Heaven with an eternal Spring, where the Light is constantly shining and Love is nourishing the Garden.

We ask for Miracles and they are given to us constantly if we can recognize them. 

Often we can go through imagination even about the way miracles will manifest. 

We just have to be humbly open to receive what it is given to us, having Faith that what is written in the Books of Life is what we need . 

There is the Will of God, a divine plan and we can aim to fulfill that unknown plan, living life in Gratitude, Love and Light and being open to receive Miracles.

In this New Year let’s remember to be grateful for each moment that is given to us and to expand in it as if it was the last gift!

We don’t have to wait for a Big Gift ,

yet we have to discover the Greatness of Life in each moment that we live.

Annalisa Grova

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Before the Sunrise

In this world where we count seconds, minutes, hours …

Another day starts and it is the last one of the year.

In the world where there is no last or first,

Where there is no count of years, hours, minutes or seconds,

Everything is rejoicing in the nothingness of time and space.

Soon fireworks will color the skies reaching the stars,

Bringing our messages to our loved ones that left this world …

This world where we count seconds, minutes and hours.

I Remember …

Moments of Love, Joy, Peace.

Moments of suffering, agony, pain.

I embrace all of them and let them fly in the skies.

In this moment of unknowing there is a prayer in my heart.

May the Angels hear these words silently spoken from my soul.

May they assist  who is suffering now …

In this world where we count seconds, minutes, hours …

Before the sunrise,

Before the sunset.

With Gratitude and Faith for All That It Is Now

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